poetry
2010-03-11
I Hate You, You're Evil, Go Away
Inspired by the honesty and humor of Jarvis Cocker-a little bit of dating history and always a singalong.
It started out so fast
And intense, I guess it wasn't meant to last
I hate you, you're evil, go away
I should have known from the start
You were the dick who'd break my heart
I hate you, you're evil, go away
Go away, go away, go away
You said you wanted to screw
I said, "Baby, I want to, too"
I hate you, you're evil, go away
First we smoked some pot
You gave as good as you got
I hate you, you're evil, go away
Go away, go away, go away
You said, "It's the end of the line,
Good luck, maybe I'll call you some time"
I hate you, you're evil, go away
As I stumble down life's path
When I think of you, I pray to God I can laugh
I hate you, you're evil, go away
I hate you, your'e evil, go away
2009-05-15
Love's A Mystery
This song came spilling out-I did my best to write it down. It's a spring song for sure.
Never knew money, I never knew wealth.
Lived in a forest, all by myself.
I thought I was happy, thought I was free.
Oh, love's a mystery.
They say love's a gamble, they say love's a game.
That it's too hot to handle, and be careful of the flame.
But today is a new day, I'm ready for that flight
Won't you come home tonight?
Try not to question,
Set the old fears free.
It's just a suggestion
Of how things could be.
Oh, love's a mystery.
Cool running water, stars up in the sky.
You came when I called you, never asking why.
In the garden of true love, what that means to me,
Oh, love's a mystery.
2008-11-11
Who's on your team?
For the fellas
Who's on your team? Wonderful men Men who take action Men who protect Men who teach Men who love to play Men who love to work Men who compete Men who make moves Men who've got game Men who tell jokes Men who toss the ball with the boys Men who chase the girls Men with big muscles Men with big grins Wonderful men Men who believe in the power of love Men who believe in the power of virtue Men with spirit Men with brains Who's on your team?
2008-09-03
Madly
Going through an old suitcase filled with bits of paper, old letters and journals, etc., I came across a poem I had written long ago. My first thought was, "What was I thinking?" My second thought was, "I haven't changed at all." Here, with a few minor edits, is that poem.
Time to let go, and to let go again
Time to trust, and to trust again
To be strong, free, and female
To have ambition and opinions
And the drive to stick it out
In spite of fears that bring you down
That can, in fact, drown
I have the strength to keep on
And maybe today, or maybe tomorrow
Someday, in some way
I will find my happiness
And I will not give in
I will not let go
I will find my happiness
And I will not let it go
And if I live my life,
My life, on my own,
Always on my own,
I will not forget the knowledge
Or the certainty
That now and forever, I am,
And always have been,
Madly in love
2008-08-23
Some Heavenly Thing
Here are the lyrics to my newest song.
I want to be with you, baby
I want to touch your hair
I want to push you right over
Oh, is that a bed over there?
You can lay me down softly
You can lay me down slow
If you talk to me dirty
I'll never let you go
You better not tease me
You know I want it all
Go too deep and I'll catch you
Are you ready to fall?
Take your time, baby
I love to watch you smile
Can this feeling go deeper?
I'm in over a mile
Feel my heart pounding
Like a bird on the wing
See how we start to glisten
Like some heavenly thing
I want to be with you, baby
I want the bells to ring
See how we start to glisten
Like some heavenly thing
2008-03-11
How I Feel
How does it feel when you reach rock bottom?
When pain turns you twenty shades of blue?
When you've run out of pride, and you're screwed-up inside?
That's how I feel about you
I remember the day you traded me in
For someone different, someone better, someone new
Nice going, friend, but you'll pay in the end
That's how I feel about you
I'm out of control, going out of my mind
Out of luck, and out of time
If you ever trace my footsteps, and I hope you do
You'll see that's how I feel about you
This new girl you found, does she blow your mind?
Does she write poetry, too?
There's nothing left to say, nothing I can do
That's how I feel about you
2007-10-17
Taste of Your Love
Come dance with me, Darling, put your hands around my waist
Lean over here and give me a taste
I want a taste of your love
This feels so grand, dancing slow and holding hands
There's certain things that time can't erase
Like the taste of your love
You know I want you
You could always tell
` I like the way you flirt with me
When you ring my bell
You look so fine, hold me closer, you blow my mind
I'm tripping over the grin on your face
I need a taste of your love
You know I want you
You could always tell
I like the way you flirt with me
When you ring my bell
Please stay all night, say you will, darling, say alright
We can keep up this leisurely pace
With just a taste of your love
2007-08-14
Forget-Me-Not
I take you up
I smoke you out
I find a weed
I choke it out
My fingers bleed
My breath is hot
The thing we need?
Forget-me-not
When I was young
You put me down
Thought it was cool
To call me clown
You sowed a seed
I almost bought
The thing we need?
Forget-me-not
Take a stand
State your case
There's nothing here
Time won't erase
Set it up now
Your best shot
The thing we need?
Forget-me-not
The moon is full
The night so quiet
We all need love
And then deny it
Some call it greed
But I think not
The thing we need?
Forget-me-not
Walk with me, we're going to daddy's garden
Walk with me, we're going down today
We'll pick the pretty flowers in the garden
"Forget-me-not" was what I heard him say
"Forget-me-not" was what I heard him say
Whose Girl Is This?
Whose girl is this?
Whose girl is this?
Was she smart, was she witty?
Was she loved, or was it pity?
Whose girl is this?
Whose heart is this?
Whose heart is this?
Was it pink with lace upon it?
Did she hide it in a locket?
Whose heart is this?
Whose love is this?
Whose love is this?
Was it bruised, was it busted?
Was it someone she once trusted?
Whose love is this?
Whose bed is this?
Whose bed is this?
Was there laughter in the morning?
Did it hit her without warning?
Whose bed is this?
Whose life is this?
Whose life is this?
Was it short, was it heavy?
Was it really necessary?
Whose life is this?
Whose song is this?
Whose song is this?
Does it end up bright and cheery?
Does it leave you sad and teary?
Whose song is this?
2007-03-13
My Church
My church is made of people,
My church is being built.
My church is made of the finest grade.
My church is like a quilt.
I want to live out on the water.
I like to look up at the stars.
I like to be alone for hours.
I like to play in crowded bars.
The best songs make me weepy,
But true love makes me strong.
I'm gonna figure out what it's all about.
I'm gonna write another song.
I see you in the mirror.
Sometimes I see you in my dreams.
You're with me here forever,
That's what the story means.
Do you know how much I love you?
Can you feel it in the air?
By the fireside, late at night,
In the music that we share.
I want to thank you again for coming,
And filling up my life.
We live in the land of plenty,
I make a happy wife.
My church is made of people.
My church is being built.
My church is made of the finest grade.
My church is like a quilt.
2007-02-21
I'm Not Lucinda
I've been listening to WEST, Lucinda's new CD. Great stuff!
Dream voice asked "Do you want to BE Lucinda Williams?"
I answered "I can't be Lucinda. I'm Buddha's Little Flower."
But I can download her,
Her voice, her songs, the words, the band.
I can't be Lucinda. (I'm Buddha's Little Flower.)
But she is my age, just a little older, a few days.
Just a little better, a song or two,
A word here or there.
I can't be Lucinda. I'm not anything like her.
I don't travel around on a bus/metal firecracker.
I don't have tattoos on my body,
She's the High Priestess Painted Lady, I'm Buddha's Little Flower.
True story about the dream.
I don't want what I can't have.
I'm not Lucinda.
2007-01-15
You
by Michael Stottlemyer
Who said I loved you?
It is not a question of love.
Perhaps, I wish to envelop you,
Most assuredly I would protect you.
What I might do to make you laugh,
I would avoid all that might make you cry.
Of course I would stare at you,
Never with a blink.
Perhaps, an embrace might last a proper 1000 years.
Perhaps, I might brush your hair
Until the Sun quits exploding.
Then the moon with clarity
And thanks will reflect
A different cascading light.
Who said I loved you?
Delicacy
by Michael Stottlemyer
She looked at clouds,
And saw things.
I looked at her,
And did the same.
A shoulder uncovered,
Hair everywhere,
So much for fine fashion
And permanent press.
She touched me
To make a point.
What better way to understand me.
Ridge Road
by Michael Stottlemyer
Tiffany and Cartier,
Paris and London.
But the memory is
Watermelon and cold ice cream
On a dusty Ridge Road.
2006-12-18
We Play A Game
We play a game
From start to end.
Put names on things,
Learn to pretend.
The game unfolds,
With stops and starts.
No one's immune,
Each plays a part.
Legs of the table,
Arms of the chair.
The eye of the storm,
Coming up for air.
Neck of a bottle,
Bend of the knee.
A baby's breath,
A lover's leap.
Lip of the cup,
A woman's touch.
The green-eyed monster,
The widow's watch.
A soft caress
And watchful eye,
The hourglass,
All things die.
Wings of a prayer
And broken glass.
Words unspoken,
Home at last.
2006-12-05
This Body
I walk in this body,
I dress this body,
I have a chance to express
And a desire to impress with this body.
I smell the air and see the stars
And bathe in warm water with this body.
I taste red wine with this body,
This mouth, this tongue.
And when in sleep I dream,
It is this body that trys to run away;
And these arms that ache to hold
Those dear ones lost to death.
After the dreams of night time pass,
I step into the world of waking and dressing,
Sorting through piles of details and material goods.
And it is this body that moves with me through time,
Bearing witness to the rise and fall of seasons,
A rush of years, and perhaps a scattering of tears.
Things move within this body.
Beneath my skin there’s a life teeming with motion.
My heart pumps with such a low sound,
A drum that keeps the steady beat,
The base that supports my legs and feet.
I walk in this body,
I dress this body,
This lovely bag of bones,
This fragile flower on a stem.
This body.